Miserable

Today,I feel unhappy.

The Question :
1.Why I feel sad ?
2.What make me feel gloomy ?


The Answer 
1.Because of  the result of trial examination.
2.When I knew that my science and maths marks are drop down.
I was sad the whole day ><


I getting mad.
Not only that, because of it make me look down myself.I feel that I'm useless.
My mum everyday send me go this tuition centre to another centre,I get all this shit result
for her,I'm the useless daughter !
I hate myself ><
I want to cry !
but
who knows ?
what for ?
.....